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[Sep. 1st, 2010|06:24 pm] |
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So Yeah, Gwnagsu is back for those of you who don't know. Lets just say he was kidnapped by some mean people.
He is back and I am happy again.
We have been spending alot of time together since he has been back. So for once I have something to update about! =D
I think I have been sleeping much better than I was before and I have gained back 4 pounds. hehe. For once I am happy I gained weight.
I want to plan something special for us to do, I have been wanting to travel ever since I got back from Japan so maybe I should plan something for us just two~
Hmm there is China, japan, thailand...america? kekekee~~~~
Namchin~~ where do you want to go baby? |
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[Jul. 29th, 2010|02:07 pm] |
Well, I suppose I should actually update this thing with some substance.
Things have been going…well actually pretty rough for me. I can’t seem to concentrate and finish the song I was working on. A certain someone is MIA and it is causing me a lot of worry. I wanted to finish it and show it to all of you. I will try. I am not going to promise because I can’t be sure of how much I will get done.
I can’t say I have ever had this happen to me before, my beau usually is always around for me even if I don’t want him to be and in the end he is usually an asshole. Of course this time when I think I might have found the person I want to be with the rest of my life things just have to go awry and…I’m scared shitless. I want to be angry I want to be so mad I just scream at him when he returns. I can’t. I just want to forgive him because I feel for him so much and I just want to be with him again. Is this karma?
I know I have done some stupid things…who hasn’t? Aish…maybe I should start trying and do some good things. I should be selfless and giving to others more. (God knows I feed enough dongsangs) Maybe I will hold some kind of a charity event for the school or something.
Wow so this is depressing.
I really need a good something to help me come to my senses. Well I am sure in a few weeks the event will be beautiful maybe that will help me.
Anyway…I guess I should go and work on that song.
 
jiu jitsu belts |
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[Jul. 24th, 2010|11:26 am] |
Aigoo.
The past few days have been pretty...whats the word...lonely. Baekyoung and I have taken to sleeping in the same bed and becomming drinking buddies to wash away the lonely.
Maybe I have been drinking too much and maybe I just need to suck it up.
I have been drinking since last night hehe...
I am scared he won't come back
will you?
are you?
I nedd another drink. |
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| No Secret |
[Jun. 29th, 2010|01:14 pm] |
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( My secret ) |
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| Spa Day |
[May. 18th, 2010|03:06 pm] |
Ahhh I love going to the spa~!
I took Jin-ah with me and it was alot of fun. We had facials, and a mud bath and had massage!!
I am glad that Jin-ah enjoyed it as well since he needed the time to relax and help get all those nasty smoking toxins out of his body.
Quitting somking is the best thing he could do for his health and I hope he has a quick recovery.
Also I have been spending time with my nam-chin and we have had a bit of fun that is a little to personal to post for everyone to read. ;) hehehe
I think I am going to goto the gym and do some cardio since I feel like I have to run around (still excited from the other day) ehehe and then maybe after that I shall treat myself and my favorite dongsangs to some kimbap.
Also I am working on a song, I might post it here later after I record it. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2010|03:26 pm] |
Hmmm lets see, I havn't done much to talk about well....nothing I can say and not get into trouble for. hehehe.
Things have been alright, I missed the school more than I thought I would...or was I just missing a certian someone? ;)
I think I might have to make it up to Herc several times, since I was gone for so long. At least it's not a chore to do so. lol
I think I might have to drop a few pounds...one of my favorite skirts is a little tight.
Pfft...stupid chocolate.
Anyway off I run! |
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| Sorry for making you all wait. |
[Mar. 20th, 2010|03:27 pm] |
I seemed to find myself lost in a midst of CF's and work. I can't believe working at a bar could be so damned hard. Yeesh.
Also my mother called and her and Dad needed me at home for a few days...I really should have updated before my life became total crap but...live and learn?
I have missed drinking with Junah(even tho he ditched me and Bri for Japan)
I missed being with my guy <3 ahh...I miss your kisses.
I missed hanging out with Okjoo (damn girl we need to catch up XD )
I promise to try and make time for everyone. Your all important to me.
Yeah tahts about it. By the way, my mother makes the BEST food ever. God I missed home cooking.
See everyone around~! |
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[Feb. 19th, 2010|03:03 pm] |
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Things have been a little boring...aigoo I need to kick it up a notch. |
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| Another looooooog quiz thing |
[Feb. 15th, 2010|02:17 pm] |
Don't ask me why I wasted my time filling this out...oh well.
( Get to know more about me )
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| Couldn't resist~! |
[Jan. 23rd, 2010|01:48 pm] |
 
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| Two Words. |
[Jan. 18th, 2010|02:45 pm] |
Saw Okjoo do this so I thought I would give it a try.
( Two Words ) |
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| Just for you~! |
[Jan. 10th, 2010|01:46 am] |
 
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| Leaving the past behind me. |
[Jan. 6th, 2010|09:01 am] |
YAH! It feels so good to be starting anew with SM. I cannot wait to meet alot of people.
I hate packing. :( There is so much stuff I want to bring but looking at the dorms I will have to send half of it back with my paretns. I will only take essiential things like; lots of clothes, makeup, hair products etc etc.
I have to look into if here allows pets. I want to take my two cats with me.
I love them so much~!
Not a whole lot to write about right now. I went to the bar with a few friends last night as a going away party and we ended up drinking so much soju that my head is still spinning.
If I make any typo's don't point them out please, Ahjumah likes to think she dosen't make mistakes. ;)
I am going to miss my old room, but I will have new roommates which makes me happy. I am excited to see who they are and who I will be sticking with.
Hope the food s good, I am not good at cooking. :\
Well I should be off to shower and pack...and I will be moving into the dorms soon.
ps- anyone know how much closet space we get? :> |
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| The waiting game. |
[Dec. 20th, 2009|02:18 am] |
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Hope I get accepted soon, I can't wait to check out the school. |
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